i have a new PC

i am now unstoppable. god only can smite me down and he would not dare.

i am the acme of evolution, i have power tingling from my fingers

and im very tired, did you know building a pc is stressful? i did. i was reminded.

great heavens.

so yeah. Happy birthday to me :)

i am free

thank god

no more issues with it

i was going to post this month, with my birthday coming up and stuff but uh...

i appear to have contracted an ear infection and wearing my headphones gives me many pain

so uh... oops?

no new songs this month (apart from NGUAC i guess?)

for anyone wondering, i did heal

but im moving so im stressed, ill keep the energy for NGUAC

dw about it, ill be back next month

i just forgot to exist for a while. im currently pretty sick but i guess you can kind of expect music in the future maybe? who tf knows, im bedridden 16 hours a day

i guess im gonna start uploading original art that i make that i think doesnt suck (this doesnt happen often)

im so forgetful sometimes i just find songs i forgot to upload like fully 100% finished projects

dont expect an upload, im gonna forget again

whoops

i been uh... i guess working through some stuff

hoarding finished projects

i took a huge commission and it turns out it got halted with this whole pandemic bullshit. i suppose yall can expect an album to come out when im done with that.

you heard me right, a whole ass album. it's got like 15 songs or something.

im also working on an ep, but im too broke to commission the art for it, so thats also on hold

all in all, ive just been vibing, waiting for people to get their jobs back so i can get paid for my work

i still take commissions if anyone wants to? im not hoping for anything, just throwing that in the void out there.

something something take care of yourselves? i dunno i dont have the energy to pretend to be cheerful

no infection, we're all good.

still tired as shit though.

I know i don't already post a lot but...

I appear to have run into a slight pickle where I might have an infection to my left ear. And with the current times, I don't have the luxury of being able to get it checked soon. The best that could happen is that it wouldn't be anything, but I'm in enough pain to digress with that.

Regrettably so, this quarantine could actually cost me my hearing in that ear if this goes unchecked. I'm doing my best to treat it but...

Here's the thing, if I do lose my hearing in that ear, I will be quitting music completely. I can't make music to my own standards with only one ear. So if I'm quite honest, I'm fucking terrified right now.

Here's to hoping, I'll keep y'all posted.